بِسْمِ ٱللَّٰهِ ٱلرَّحْمَٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

  • Englishالعربية
    My hands struck him first with a swift stab, and a flowing spray like the colour of cinnabar poured out.سَبَقَتْ يَدايَ لَهُ بِعَاجِلِ طَعْنَةٍ وَرَشَاشِ نَافِذَةٍ كَلَوْنِ العَنْدَمِ
    Have you asked the horses, O daughter of Malik, if you are ignorant of what you do not know?هَلاَّ سَأَلْتِ الخَيْلَ يَا ابْنَةَ مَالِكٍ إِنْ كُنْتِ جَاهِلَةً بِمَا لَمْ تَعْلَمِي
    For I remain always upon a galloping steed, whose back is wounded by the clash of hardened warriors.إِذْ لا أَزَالُ عَلَى رِحَالةِ سَابِحٍ نَهْدٍ تَعَاوَرُهُ الكُمَاةُ مُكَلَّمِ
    At times it is stripped for thrusting battle, and at times it takes shelter beneath a dense rain of arrows.طَوْرَاً يُجَرَّدُ لِلطِّعَانِ وَتَارَةً يَأْوِي إِلَى حَصِدِ القِسِيِّ عَرَمْرِمِ
    Those who witnessed the battle will tell you that I charge into war, yet I restrain myself at the moment of spoils.يُخْبِرْكِ مَنْ شَهِدَ الوَقِيعَةَ أَنَّنِي أَغْشَى الوَغَى وَأَعِفُّ عِنْدَ المَغْنَمِ
    I remembered you while spears were drinking from me, and Indian swords were dripping with my blood.وَلَقَدْ ذَكَرْتُكِ وَالرِّمَاحُ نَوَاهِلٌ مِنِّي وَبِيضُ الْهِنْدِ تَقْطُرُ مِنْ دَمِي
    I wished to kiss the swords themselves, for they shone like the lightning of your smiling lips.فَوَدِدْتُ تَقْبِيلَ السُّيُوفِ لأَنَّهَا لَمَعَتْ كَبَارِقِ ثَغْرِكِ الْمُتَبَسِّمِ

    Antarah ibn Shaddad was born a slave to an Arab faris known as the Rider of Jirwah and an Abyssinian slave named Zabibah, the feminine form of the word ‘raisin’. He would go on to win his freedom in battle, carving out, in blood, his place in a society that denied him one. He excelled as a warrior and poet, exemplifying both the chivalry and brutality of the Pre-Islamic period. Antarah was fierce, and would dive into the enemy, even when outnumbered, and emerge victorious. His poetry travelled further than his spear and remains long after, studied, recited, and memorised. So too did his love for a young woman named Ablah, their doomed tale drawing comparisons to Romeo and Juliet. Later tradition stretches him even further, placing him before kings, having him outwit courts, seize impossible spoils, and return from journeys no ordinary man would survive.

    THE JAHILIYAH

    Antarah was born in a turbulent period of time before the advent of Islam known as the ‘Jahilliyah’ – time of ignorance. He was born to the Banu ‘Abs, a branch of the wider Ghatafān clan, in the region of Najd. Some say Shaddad was his grandfather, others that Shaddad was his uncle who raised him. It’s no coincidence that it’s unclear, the child of a slave and a free man was most likely to live and die without ever being acknowledged by a father, unless they achieved significant notability. In any case, Shaddad was a respected Arab knight and the epitome of the cavalryman on the peninsula in these times. Antarah was black. His mother was an Abyssinian woman, who some allege to be a captured princess. This puts Antarah in an intriguing situation from the very beginning: although he is born a slave, both his parents are of noble birth.

    To understand Antarah, we should first examine the world that produced him. Pre-Islamic Arabia was not governed by centralised states or formal institutions. With few exceptions, authority rested in tribes that moved across the desert with their herds, living in tents and sustaining themselves through pastoral life, trade, and raiding. The tribe was the primary unit of identity, protection, and justice. Above it were broader clan affiliations, but there existed no courts, no codified law, and no external enforcement. Order was maintained through honour, retaliation, and collective strength. Cycles of violence and vengeance shaped both survival and reputation, and it is within this environment that ʿAntarah’s poetry takes form.

    The Arabian peninsula is strategically located between Africa and Asia, with modern day Syria and Jordan to the north, Iraq and Iran to the east, Egypt and southern Europe to the north-west, and Ethiopia and Somalia to the south-west, across the red sea. Antarah’s poetry doesn’t happen isolated in some desert somewhere, he speaks of charging into battle with lances and curved blades of Indian make, brandishes sabers from Syria, and shoots arrows as thin as strips of leather from Himyar. The location of the Arabian peninsula brought trade and goods from Europe,Asia, and Africa but it also brought conflict. The Arabs of this era were sandwiched between the Romans and Persians, who had been in conflict for almost seven centuries, beginning with the Roman Republic and the Parthian Empire in 54 BC and ending with the Byzantine and Sassanid empires in 628. 

    Although the Banu ‘Abs were not themselves the direct clients of either empire during the Byzantine-Sassanian wars, they were nonetheless militarily and economically entangled with in the regional conflict. Some members of the tribe reportedly served as caravan guards for the Lakhmids, themselves a direct vassal of the Sassanians. Through connections like these, even tribes deep in the peninsula’s interior were indirectly linked to imperial rivalries. The clan conflict that fill Antarah’s verses were much more than mere local disputes but symptoms of a broader instability across the peninsula, an instability that mirrored the turbulence of the surrounding world.

    One such conflict and one that formed an integral part of Antarah’s story, was the War of Dāhis and al-Ghabrāʾ. Its origin may seem absurd, but competition between two tribes had been brewing and it provided the pretext required for open conflict. Qays Ibn Zuhayr, the young chief of the ‘Abs challenged Hudhayfa bin Badr, the chief of Dhubyān, to a horse race. The winner would receive one hundred camels from the loser. Qays’ horse, Dāhis, was winning until a premeditated ambush by Dhubyāni men drove it off course, allowing al-Ghabrāʾ to claim victory. Hudhayfa rejected any accusations of cheating. Voices were raised. Knives were drawn. Qays and his men plunged their blades into Hudhayfa’s brother. Shortly after, Qays’ brother suffered the same fate. A horse race turned into a forty year conflict. Alliances shifted as tribes such as the Tayy and Hawāzin joined the conflict, turning the balance against Banu ʿAbs and forcing them into periods of exile and displacement. It was within this atmosphere of sustained warfare that Antarah emerged as a young man, proving himself in battle and ultimately securing his freedom.

    The crux of that story is widely agreed upon and is as follows. The Tayy tribe invaded the lands of the Banu Abs and during a raid Antarah’s father said to him:

    “Antarah, fight with the warriors and defend your tribe”

    Ever defiant, Antarah replied sarcastically “The slave doesn’t know how to fight or defend. He is only good for milking camels”.

    “Fight and you are a free man!” his father said.

    Antarah grabbed a spear without a moment of hesitation and charged at his foes, declaiming:

    I am the half-blood Antarah!أَنَا الْهَجِينُ عَنْتَرَهْ
    Every man guards his woman’s cuntكُلُّ امْرِئٍ يَحْمِي حِرَهْ
    Black or red (white)أَسْوَدَهُ وَأَحَمَرَهْ
    By the {bushy} hairوَالشَّعَرَاتِ الْمُشْعَرَهْ
    The thick fuzzy lipsالْوَارِدَاتِ مِشْفَرَهْ
    This I swear!

    He single-handedly turned the tide against the invaders, cutting through their ranks and forcing them into retreat. As they fled, he chased them down, recovering what they had plundered from his tribe. A pattern emerges that will define the rest of his life: Antarah compels recognition through action. Virtue is not granted to him by birth, so he forces it into existence through what he does, until even those who would deny him have no choice but to acknowledge him. Upon his return, his father Shaddād publicly claims him as his son and grants him his name.

    A name carrying many meanings. It can evoke the buzzing blowfly, suggestive of colour and sound. It is linked to notions of striking or thrusting with a spear. It also signifies valour. Later descriptions of his physical features—particularly a pronounced lip—fold into these associations, binding the name to both presence and perception. The result is a name that encapsulates the elements for which he is known, violence, valour, and an unmistakable visibility on the battlefield.

    MUALLAQAH

    Antarah’s enduring reputation as a poet rests primarily on his Muʿallaqah, one of the celebrated “Suspended Odes” of pre-Islamic Arabia. These poems, traditionally said to have been written in gold and hung upon the Kaʿbah, occupy a central place in the Arabic literary canon, not only for their aesthetic refinement but for the cultural world they preserve. Whether or not the account of their suspension is historically accurate, the significance attributed to them is undeniable. They represent the pinnacle of a poetic tradition in which language functioned as both art and social instrument. Antarah’s Muʿallaqah, in particular, stands as the most complete expression of his poetic voice, bringing together themes of desolation, movement, combat, and longing within a single, expansive composition.

    Before we enter the Muallaqa itself, and the love story within it, it’s worth understanding the nature of Pre-Islamic poetry, specifically the qasida. Contrary to the way many of us may engage with poetry from this time period, it was a public, performative, and fundamentally theatrical art. A poem required an audience. It lived through recitation, response, and challenge. A poet might boast of his tribe only to be interrupted, provoked, and forced into improvisation, with the crowd responding in kind. This is far from the static words we read on pages today.

    The classical qasida is tripartite and broken down into a typical structure of.

    Al-Nasiib
    An amatory prelude, where the poet pauses at abandoned ruins, recalling a lost love or past happiness.

    Ar-Ra7iil
    The desert journey, typically accompanied by elaborate and metaphorical descriptions of the poet’s camel or horse.

    Fakhr
    Pride. The boast. His journey brings him to a destination; often metaphysical such as glory or a celebration of honour. The poet asserts his worth, his tribe, and his exploits.

    Antarah bends this structure to its limits. His destination is not a patron, nor glory, it is Abla. His boast is not directed at tribe or audience, but at her. He is performing for his lover, justifying himself to her.

    Have the poets who preceded me left any theme unsung?هَل غادَرَ الشُعَراءُ مِن مُتَرَدَّمِ
    Or have you come to know the abode after illusion and uncertainty?أَم هَل عَرَفتَ الدارَ بَعدَ تَوَهُّمِ
    The ruins refused to replyأَعْيَاكَ رَسْمُ الدَّارِ لم يَتَكَلَّمِ
    until at least, they spoke like the deaf and the mute.حتى تَكَلَّمَ كَالأَصَمِّ الأَعْجَمِ
    I lingered there long, holding back my she-camel,وَلَقَدْ حَبَسْتُ بِهَا طَوْيلاً نَاقَتِي
    complaining to dark, motionless, crouching stones.أَشْكُو إلى سُفْعٍِ رَوَاكِدَ جُثَّمِ
    O abode of ʿAblah in al-Jiwā, speak and greet me, may the morning rise on thee with prosperity and health.يا دارَ عَبلَةَ بِالجَواءِ تَكَلَّمي وَعَمي صَباحًا دارَ عَبلَةَ وَاسلَمي
    A dwelling of a delicate woman, doe eyed timid gazelle,دَارٌ لآنِسَةٍ غَضِيضٍ طَرْفُهَا
    obedient in embrace, sweet in smileطَوْعِ العِنَاقِ لَذِيذَةِ المُتَبَسَّمِ
    I halted my camel there as though it were a funeral bierI needed to weep, needed the shame.فَوَقَفتُ فيها ناقَتي وَكَأَنَّها فَدَنٌ لِأَقضِيَ حاجَةَ المُتَلَوِّمِ
    ʿAblah dwells in al-Jiwā, while our people in Ḥazn, Ṣammān, and Mutathallam. وَتَحُلُّ عَبلَةُ بِالجَواءِ وَأَهلُنا بِالحَزنِ فَالصَمّانِ فَالمُتَثَلَّمِ
    Hail, dear ruins! with whose possessors I had old engagements; more dreary and more desolate are you becomeحُيِّيتَ مِن طَلَلٍ تَقادَمَ عَهدُهُ أَقوى وَأَقفَرَ بَعدَ أُمِّ الهَيثَمِ

    The poem begins with the desolation that is typical of the qasida. Antarah, on camelback, comes across an area that he believes was once inhabited by Ablah. Despair and sadness overcome him, and his inability to move on, eventually confirms his beliefs.

    He lingers at the ruins, attempting to revive what has been lost— a past, a love, even poetry itself. His opening gesture hints that poetry, like these ruins, has been exhausted by those who came before him. Yet he persists, addressing the abandoned space as if it might answer him.

    But unlike the conventional qasida, this is not a movement forward. Antarah circles to the past, his journey returns again to his love. ʿAblah remains both the beginning and the end, physically distant and temporally irretrievable.

    His love, however, cannot be separated from violence. Even when he turns to her, his language is that of battle. I return to the section of the Muallaqa I opened the essay with.

    My two hands preceded him with a swift blow, the stream that gushed from his wound bore the colour of cinnabarسَبَقَتْ يَدايَ لَهُ بِعَاجِلِ طَعْنَةٍ وَرَشَاشِ نَافِذَةٍ كَلَوْنِ العَنْدَمِ

    Antarah establishes his worth in unmistakable terms; speed, violence, and control. He turns to his lover in the next line.

    Have you asked the horses, O daughter of Malik, if you are ignorant of what you do not know?هَلاَّ سَأَلْتِ الخَيْلَ يَا ابْنَةَ مَالِكٍ إِنْ كُنْتِ جَاهِلَةً بِمَا لَمْ تَعْلَمِي

    He speaks to Ablah directly, calling on witnesses – “ask the horses”. He invokes the battlefield itself as testimony to his character. This recurring appeal to witnesses runs throughout his poetry: at times he calls upon slain enemies, upon his sword, and even the vultures that circle after the fighting has ended. 

    For I remain always upon a galloping steed, whose back is wounded by the clash of hardened warriors.إِذْ لا أَزَالُ عَلَى رِحَالةِ سَابِحٍ نَهْدٍ تَعَاوَرُهُ الكُمَاةُ مُكَلَّمِ
    At times it is stripped for thrusting battle, and at times it takes shelter beneath a dense rain of arrows.طَوْرَاً يُجَرَّدُ لِلطِّعَانِ وَتَارَةً يَأْوِي إِلَى حَصِدِ القِسِيِّ عَرَمْرِمِ

    He is constantly in motion, mounted, enduring, his body and his steed marked by the clash of warriors, moving between attack and survival under volleys of arrows.

    Those who witnessed the battle will tell you that I charge into the fray, yet I restrain myself at the moment of spoils.يُخْبِرْكِ مَنْ شَهِدَ الوَقِيعَةَ أَنَّنِي أَغْشَى الوَغَى وَأَعِفُّ عِنْدَ المَغْنَمِ

    Still, even in the midst of the chaos of the battle, he distinguishes himself by character. After embodying both violence, and the virtues that make it legitimate, he once again turns to Ablah.

    I remembered you while spears were drinking from me, and Indian swords were dripping with my blood.وَلَقَدْ ذَكَرْتُكِ وَالرِّمَاحُ نَوَاهِلٌ مِنِّي وَبِيضُ الْهِنْدِ تَقْطُرُ مِنْ دَمِي
    I wished to kiss the swords themselves, for they shone like the lightning of your smiling lips.فَوَدِدْتُ تَقْبِيلَ السُّيُوفِ لأَنَّهَا لَمَعَتْ كَبَارِقِ ثَغْرِكِ الْمُتَبَسِّمِ

    His body is pushed to its limits, pierced, bleeding, suspended between life and death. His thoughts turn to Ablah. The image is almost absurd in its intensity, instruments of death become objects of tenderness, their flash recalling the brightness of her smile. Violence is truly the only language in which he can make himself visible to her, and the only medium in which he can make himself worthy of her.

    Still, he doesn’t kiss Ablah. He kisses the sword. He still hasn’t reached her, only reached towards an image of her. Even at his most intimate, Antarah remains at a distance. It is here that poetry begins to give way to something else. Outside of verse, beyond metaphor and performance, the real life story of Antarah and Ablah takes on a different shape. Far from fleeting images in the heat of battle, but a story of prolonged struggle and the impossible conditions placed upon a man seeking to make himself worthy of the woman he loves.

    ABLAH

    Englishالعربية
    ‘Ablah’s wraith appeared in sleep to my weary selfزارَ الخيالُ خيالُ عَبلَةَ في الكَرى
    A love-struck man, intoxicated, his bonds undoneلمتِّيم نشوانَ محلول العرى
    I rose, complaining of the pain her absence had brought meفنهضتُ أشكُو ما لقيتُ لبعدها
    A breath of musk was her response, mingled with amberفتنفَّسَتْ مِسكاً يخالطُ عَنْبَرا
    I embraced her, longing to kiss her lipsفضَممتُها كيما أقبِّلَ ثغرَها
    Blinded, my tears soaked the earth beneath meوالدَّمعُ منْ جَفنيَّ قد بلَّ الثرى
    I lifted her veil, and her face shone forthوكشفتُ بُرقُعها فأشرقَ وجهُها
    Until the night was turned into a radiant morningحتى أعادَ اللَّيلَ صُبحاً مُسفِراً
    An Arab woman, her supple form swayingعربيةٌ يهتزُّ لينُ قوامِها
    Lovers would imagine it a dark, slender spearفيخالُه العُشَّاقُ رُمحاً أسمرا
    O ʿAblah, your love has exceeded all boundsيا عَبلَ إنَّ هَواكِ قد جازَ المَدى
    And I am the one consumed by you above all othersوأنا المُعنى فيكِ من دون الورى
    O ʿAblah, your love runs through my bones with my bloodيا عَبلَ حبُّكِ في عِظامي مَعَ دَمي
    As my soul flows within my body, so does it flowلمَّا جرت روحي بِجِسْمي قدْ جرَى

    There is no singular account of their love story, but ʿAblah appears in Antarah’s earliest poetry, suggesting his attachment to her took root in his youth, perhaps even before he secured his freedom. Tradition holds that they would meet in secret beneath Ḥaṣāt al-Naṣlah (حصاة النصلة), a striking rock formation that served as a landmark in their time, now a tourist attraction. When Antarah sought her hand, her family—particularly her father Mālik—refused him on account of his birth and complexion, and in several widely transmitted accounts imposed an impossible dowry: a vast number of rare red Lakhmid camels associated with the court of King al-Nuʿmān. Armed with a famed black stallion, al-Abjar, and a black sword forged from meteor known as “al-ʿAṭshān” (“Thirsty”), Antarah set out on a perilous expedition into hostile, politically protected territory. He fought, seized, and in some accounts was even brought before al-Nuʿmān himself—only to be spared after reciting his poetry and expressing his love for Ablah to the king, who recalled his youth. Yet even after securing what was demanded, he returns to find ʿAblah promised to another, with the bitter addition that her new suitor’s dowry was none other than Antarah’s own head.

    This is only one version. Later romantic narratives grant him a resolution, allowing him to marry ʿAblah after proving himself beyond doubt. Earlier, more restrained, and dare I say, more accurate accounts leave the story unresolved—much closer to the tone of his poetry, where he strives endlessly toward her without ever fully attaining her. Everything that stands between the two belongs to a world that yields to force. Antarah takes what he cannot inherit, and proves what cannot be granted to him. And so his story, and the love story therein, fold back into violence. Violence as both a means to an end, and a response to the world around him.

    VIOLENCE and virtue

    During the War of Dahis and al-Ghabra, the Banu ʿAbs were eventually expelled from their ancestral lands, and a young Antarah found himself displaced, fighting a losing battle for the honour of his tribe. In this exile Antarah’s spirit and capabilities as a warrior were tested and found true. In one encounter, after his horse failed to wheel back from a charge, he found himself stranded behind enemy lines. Husayn ibn Damdam, a Ghatafani fighter, seized the moment and struck him in the face with his spear, believing he had taken the eye of the famed Antarah.

    He would proclaim this victory in a poem following the event, starting a blood feud between the two. Husayn boasted how his spear had left a mark on the slaves face for all to see, and how his men had forced the black scum to turn and run in fear. To make matters worse, Husayn’s kinsmen had killed Antarah’s uncle in the same clash.

    Antarah answered first in poetry, dismissing the boast and reframing the scar as a sign of honour rather than shame. But his final response came in action. He killed Husayn’s father and sealed the feud, immortalising the act in the closing lines of his Muʿallaqa:

    And verily I feared that I should dieوَلَقَد خَشيتُ بِأَن أَموتَ وَلَم تَدُر
    before Damdam’s sons got their taste of warلِلحَربِ دائِرَةٌ عَلى اِبنَي ضَمضَمِ
    Unprovoked they attacked my reputationالشاتِمَي عِرضي وَلَم أَشتِمهُم
    Threatening my blood though I do not find them on the battlefieldوَالناذِرَينِ إِذا لَم اَلقَهُما دَمي
    There is no wonder they do soإِن يَفعَلا فَلَقَد تَرَكتُ أَباهُم
    For I left their father slumped, carrion for hyenas and vultures!جَزَرَ السِباعِ وَكُلِّ نَسرٍ قَشعَمِ

    Violence was Antarah’s path to legitimacy and went hand in hand with virtue in these violent times. Honour, courage, and loyalty define man beyond lineage, but these qualities do not exist in abstract. They are tested, displayed, and validated in combat. His sword becomes a passport, granting him entry into a society that would otherwise deny him on account of his birth. To defend his own honour, to uphold the reputation of Banu Abs, to secure wealth and standing for his clan: Antarah utilises sanctioned violence, converting it into legitimacy in an arena where his worth cannot be contested. This dynamic is exemplified by the following poem.

    EnglishArabic
    If I do not quench my sword with the blood of enemies,إِذا لَم أُرَوّي صارِمي مِن دَمِ العِدا
    and it does not drip from its sharp edge,وَيُصبِحُ مِن إِفرِندِهِ الدَمُ يَقطُرُ
    then may my eyes never be cooled by sleep,فَلا كُحِلَت أَجفانُ عَينَيَّ بِالكَرى
    nor may a vision of ʿAblah come to me.وَلا جاءَني مِن طَيفِ عَبلَةَ مُخبِرُ
    When the West sees me, it humbles itself before my awe,إِذا ما رَآني الغَربُ ذَلَّ لِهَيبَتي
    and the reach of the East falls short of me.وَما زالَ باعُ الشَرقِ عَنِّيَ يُقصَرُ
    I am Death itself—أَنا المَوتُ
    except that I am not patient with heroes,إِلّا أَنَّني غَيرُ صابِرٍ عَلى أَنفُسِ الأَبطالِ
    while Death itself is patient.وَالمَوتُ يَصبُرُ
    I am the lion who protects those who seek refuge in me,أَنا الأَسَدُ الحامي حِمى مَن يَلوذُ بي
    and my deeds are remembered through time.وَفِعلي لَهُ وَصفٌ إِلى الدَهرِ يُذكَرُ
    When I encounter Death, I strike its headإِذا ما لَقيتُ المَوتَ عَمَّمتُ رَأسَهُ
    with a gleaming sword eager to drink blood.بِسَيفٍ عَلى شُربِ الدِما يَتَجَوهَرُ
    My blackness is whiteness when my qualities appear,سَوادي بَياضٌ حينَ تَبدو شَمائِلي
    and my deeds outshine lineage.وَفِعلي عَلى الأَنسابِ يَزهو وَيَفخَرُ
    Let my neighbor live in honor,أَلا فَليَعِش جاري عَزيزاً
    while my enemy turns away humbled, regretful, and lamenting.وَيَنثَني عَدُوّي ذَليلاً نادِماً يَتَحَسَّرُ
    I defeated Tamīm,هَزَمتُ تَميماً
    then struck down their champion,ثُمَّ جَندَلتُ كَبشَهُم
    and returned with my sword reddened by their blood.وَعُدتُ وَسَيفي مِن دَمِ القَومِ أَحمَرُ
    O Banū ʿAbs, take pride among the tribes and boastبَني عَبسَ سودوا في القَبائِلَ وَاِفخَروا
    of a “slave” who has a pulpit above the two stars.بِعَبدٍ لَهُ فَوقَ السَماكَينِ مِنبَرُ
    When the caller of the tribe calls, I answer him,إِذا ما مُنادي الحَيِّ نادى أَجَبتُهُ
    while the horses of death stumble over skulls.وَخَيلُ المَنايا بِالجَماجِمِ تَعثُرُ
    Ask the fine Indian blade in my hand—سَلِ المَشرَفيَّ الهِندَوانيَّ في يَدي
    it will tell you that I am Antarah.يُخَبِّركَ عَنّي أَنَّني أَنا عَنتَرُ

    Antarah does not allow himself rest, nor the solace of love, until his sword has been quenched with the blood of his enemies, denying himself any comfort until he has fulfilled his martial responsibilities. Honour is earned continuously in his world, blade in hand, and there is no inheritance that will save his enemies from meeting his sword. The poem peaks in his self definition when he declares “ANA ALMOUT”- “I am Death itself”, shattering the distinction between man and the force that governs the battlefield, escalating his own legitimisation by embodying its most absolute form. It’s important to note that this level of violence does not equate to sadism, and remains framed by virtue and morals throughout all of his poetry. He is the “lion who protects those who seek refuge in him” and ensures that “his neighbour lives in peace  while his enemy is humbled”. Jumping ahead Antarah turns outward, calling on his tribe to take pride in him. The slave who rose so high his platform stands above the stars. When they call, he answers without hesitation. Again he calls on a witness, “ask the fine Indian blade in my hand”, his sword will testify to his actions in battle.Notably, he confronts the stigma of his blackness in this poem. “My blackness is whiteness when my qualities appear, and my deeds outshine lineage”.

    He does not deny his lineage, rather framing his deeds and victories as a force that nullifies the negative stigma it carries. This is an extremely important distinction and the appropriate time to make something clear. Where others attempted to fix his identity through inherited markers, he dissolved that framework by insisting that worth is established on the battlefield, in protection of his people, and in the endurance of hardship. In this sense, even when his language appears to engage in metaphorical oppositions of colour or status, it ultimately serves a single move: the rejection of inherited legitimacy in favour of enacted legitimacy, a rejection that he applies to both himself, and the world around him. This tension does not end in his own time. In modern reception he is often celebrated as a heroic figure within Arab cultural memory yet this recognition is complicated by the way his blackness is still frequently mediated through performance. Film and television portrayals where actors use blackface to embody him, a contradiction steeped in ignorance. Perhaps the real question is not who Antarah was, but who the true jahiliin are: those who claim to revere him, yet cannot bring themselves to let someone who truly represents him stand in for the man they say they honour.

    In any case, violence is the ground on which Antarah stands, the means through which he claims his place, and the proof he offers again and again to those who dare question it. This violence is not empty or sadistic in nature, it is directed, shaped, and given purpose through his fight for legitimacy, and ultimately, through his love for ‘Ablah. Every charge, every wound endured, every boast declaimed in the heat of battle circles back to her. His life unfolds along the same lines as his poetry: exclusion answered with defiance, rejection met with action, and longing carried through both. The campaigns he fought in, the duels he won, the impossible dowry, the near-mythical feats attributed to him, all of it gathers around a single axis. Antarah fought to be worthy, and in that pursuit, love, violence, and legitimacy collapse into one, each giving meaning to the other.

    CONCLUSION

    The end of Antarah ibn Shaddad is just as contested as his life, but the dominant account is stark and unheroic. After a lifetime of surviving the most brutal battles, Antarah is said to have died from a single, distant, cowardly strike. In his old age, during a later tribal conflict, he was hit by an arrow shot by a younger warrior, who, unable to face him directly, struck from afar. The man who declared “I am death”, finally subjected to it in an unremarkable fashion.

    What remains is something difficult to contain, and I won’t make any attempts to box him in. Antarah’s life resisted resolution the same way his love did. He proved himself again and again, but the need to prove never disappeared. He reached towards ‘Ablah for most of his life, but never arrived at her. He claimed his place in the world and died continuously defending it. This tension is what sustains his story and fascinates us all long after his time.

    His poetry preserves the structure of his struggle: a man who constructed his worth from scratch and faced opposition in every facet of his existence along the way. Violence became a language he spoke fluently, love an ever distant horizon, and identity something that is forged through action, rather than inherited. I hope that his story and poetry do what they have done for me; to strive, persist, and to build a path where one isn’t offered.

    Englishالعربية
    I long for the cuts of swords that playأَحِنُّ إِلى ضَربِ السُيوفِ القَواضِبِ
    I long for the stabs of spears that swayوَأَصبو إِلى طَعنِ الرِماحِ اللَواعِبِ
    I crave the cups of death to sipوَأَشتاقُ كاساتِ المَنونِ إِذا صَفَت
    As arrows shoot past my head and skipوَدارَت عَلى رَأسي سِهامُ المَصائِبِ
    Entranced, as horses stumble over the spearsوَيُطرِبُني وَالخَيلُ تَعثُرُ بِالقَنا
    By crowds that call for death with cheersحُداةُ المَنايا وَاِرتِعاجُ المَواكِبِ
    By strikes in the shade of dust so largeوَضَربٌ وَطَعنٌ تَحتَ ظِلِّ عَجاجَةٍ
    arising from the cavalry chargeكَجُنحِ الدُجى مِن وَقعِ أَيدي السَلاهِبِ
    A shade in which heads fly beneath its darknessتَطيرُ رُؤوسُ القَومِ تَحتَ ظَلامِها
    and then like shooting stars they fallوَتَنقَضُّ فيها كَالنُجومُ الثَواقِب
    A shade in which our swords are lightsوَتَلمَعُ فيها البيضُ مِن كُلِّ جانِبٍ
    like lightning bolts in darkest nightsكَلَمعِ بُروقٍ في ظَلامِ الغَياهِبِ
    I promise and swear by your name and prideلَعَمرُكَ إِنَّ المَجدَ وَالفَخرَ وَالعُلا
    Respect is earned and so is fameوَنَيلَ الأَماني وَاِرتِفاعَ المَراتِبِ
    For he who fights the lords and knightsلِمَن يَلتَقي أَبطالَها وَسَراتَها
    with a heart, that bears the cuts and bitesبِقَلبٍ صَبورٍ عِندَ وَقعِ المَضارِبِ
    For he who builds with blade his worthوَيَبني بِحَدِّ السَيفِ مَجداً مُشَيَّداً
    Among the stars so high above Earthعَلى فَلَكِ العَلياءِ فَوقَ الكَواكِبِ
    Not he who quenches not his lanceوَمَن لَم يُرَوِّ رُمحَهُ مِن دَمِ العِدا
    with enemy blood when weapons danceإِذا اِشتَبَكَت سُمرُ القَنا بِالقَواضِبِ
    and gives not his spear its rightful shareوَيُعطي القَنا الخَطِّيَّ في الحَربِ حَقَّهُ
    and lets not his blade carve shoulders bareوَيَبري بِحَدِّ السَيفِ عُرضَ المَناكِبِ
    He leads a feeble life of dreadيَعيشُ كَما عاشَ الذَليلُ بِغُصَّةٍ
    and when he dies, no tears are shedوَإِن ماتَ لا يُجري دُموعَ النَوادِبِ
    Such virtues of vigor, not sold to the meekفَضائِلُ عَزمٍ لا تُباعُ لِضارِعٍ
    Such secrets of resolve, not told to the weakوَأَسرارُ حَزمٍ لا تُذاعُ لِعائِبِ
    With those I’ve endured years of toilبَرَزتُ بِها دَهراً عَلى كُلِّ حادِثٍ
    My only perfume was battle soilوَلا كُحلَ إِلّا مِن غُبارِ الكَتائِبِ
    If lightning may lie to the seeker of rainإِذا كَذَبَ البَرقُ اللَموعُ لِشائِمٍ
    My sword’s bright flash tells truth so plainفَبَرقُ حُسامي صادِقٌ غَيرُ كاذِبِ

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  • التهم : to swallow or consume ravenously; to engulf or devour entirely, often used metaphorically for something that consumes without restraint.


    In the age of capitalist realism, nothing escapes commodification, even worship. Mark Fisher describes capitalist realism as an inability to even imagine a world without capitalism. In it’s final form, it’s easier to imagine the end of the world as we know it, than the end of capitalism. It has swallowed whole every aspect of our lives, including faith.

    Abu Barza Al-Aslami ra. narrated that the Messenger of Allah (S.A.W) said:

    “The feet of the slave of Allah shall not move [on the Day of Judgement] until he is asked about five things: about his life and what he did with it, about his knowledge and what he did with it, about his wealth and how he earned it and where he spent it on, about his body and for what did he wear it out.”

    Of these five questions, two pertain to our wealth. Where did it come from and where did it go?

    As of recent, Muslim social media algorithms are flooded with advertising and sales of Umrah package deals, ‘Hijrah’ trips to Gulf countries, and opportunistic drop shippers peddling cheaply produced goods that “every Muslim needs”. It’s not unusual to hear of or see members of our communities who perform Umrah every year, spending thousands to repeat what is considered by the majority of the schools of thought, a Sunnah, not an obligation. After less than two generations living in the west, Muslim diaspora have already completely succumbed to the latent selfishness and individualism present in our host countries.

    The question is: how much further would those resources go, both in this life and the next, if it was spent in more meaningful ways – for example, supporting our relatives who live in sub-optimal conditions back home?

    By all means, this is not a criticism of Umrah, I encourage all, especially the Shafi’iya for who it is an obligation, to do Umrah have they the means. I, myself, have been fortunate enough to be invited before. Rather, this is a call to more carefully consider the way in which we spend our resources. Resources that we take for granted, that many of our brothers and sisters die every year trying to attain, whether by drowning in the Mediterranean Sea or being dumped into the Sahara after fruitless torture.

    Abd Allah ibn Umar al-Khattab narrated that the Messenger of Allah SAW said:

    “The most beloved of people to God are those who are most beneficial to others…Walking with a brother in need is more beloved to me than secluding myself in this mosque [meaning the Prophet’s mosque in Medina, which was only the Rawdah at the time] for a month”

    Construction projects for our mosques are put on indefinite hold as we pray in unfinished make shift spaces, charity projects painfully halt at less than 50% of the target, but with ease we loosen the tight grips on our wallets and purses when it is time to splurge on flights, 5 star hotels, and shopping sprees. It’s clear that an annual Umrah trip followed by a parallel pilgrimage of indulgence in Dubai under the pretence of travelling to a ‘Muslim’ country only benefits ourselves, and the antithesis of the example our Prophet SAW gave us. Much can be said about these ‘Muslim’ countries who at every presented opportunity act to undermine Muslims, but not today.

    This issue extends far beyond the scope of Umrah or relocating to the Gulf. We are well within the process of swapping any inner remnants of what it means to be a Muslim and exporting our deen to things that can be seen, heard, touched and ultimately, manufactured and sold for profit. How many variations of the same Islamic streetwear brand have we seen?.

    How will we ever justify a Moroccan thobe that cost pennies to produce but was marked up by up to 3000%?. It isn’t enough to be Muslim, you should advertise it – not through your actions or your words, but through a hoodie with Arabic calligraphy. Be visible. Buy a prayer mat with your name stitched on it. Be loud and proud. A regular Mushaf won’t do, no, it has to be your Quran with your name printed into the cover. Identity in an individualistic society is of course, synonymous with presentation. You are what you are not because of what you believe, but what you consume and how you dress. As Ibn Khaldun stated:

    The defeated imitate the victorious.

    Indeed, our defeat is ubiquitous. The pursuit of monetary gain and the unrelenting itch of identity consumerism lead to the state of selective (bordering on complete) moral compromise we’re in today. A state in which we deceive ourselves into believing that a subscription based online service’s primary function is to help Muslims. Our favourite Muslim dating or Arabic study apps are products, whose primary objective is to turn a profit. Nobody is denying any other benefits that may come with them, but let’s not pull wool over our eyes to simple reasoning. In late 2020, journalists from Vice uncovered that MuslimPro, arguably the most popular mobile app used by Muslims, had been selling location data to the US military via a data broker. In classic tech company fashion, MuslimPro denied the allegations – while simultaneously terminating their business relationship with the data broker. A popular Muslim dating app was also identified to have a had a business relationship with the data broker.

    There is an underlying problem with Muslim apps and tech services that has sever implications far beyond the scope of the data integrity of a few applications, or the moral integrity of the Muslims who sell them to us.

    “Muslim” tech services and products are all built on a hostile underlying infrastructure. Amazon, Google, Microsoft, all of these giants that control the storage and flow of all of our data are fundamentally hostile towards us, arguably hostile towards all humans in general. All of these companies are complicit in the genocide of Palestinians in Gaza, as they lend their computing power and AI systems to the occupation forces. Gaza has become a playground for the training and innovation of AI systems, a lab for the occupation and tech giants alike to sharpen their tools at the expense of human lives. Don’t think for even a moment our cloud hosted prayer app or AI wrapper Quran app is safekeeping our data. In the age of capitalist realism were the individual is simultaneously both consumer and product, do not for a second believe that the parasitic nature between us and our apps changes because they’re Muslim designed or Muslim owned. For that line of wishful thinking to stand any sort of chance, we need our own data farms, our own AI infrastructure and systems.

    Before my comments are flooded with accusations of hypocrisy and tu quoque rhetoric, understand that tragically, not participating in capitalism is synonymous with not living in this day, especially in the West. This isn’t a call to exit and embrace a life of eremitism on a mountain and forego your career and aspirations, not at all. I’m expressing a frustration I know many of us feel as a result of mindless participation and would rather see more meaningful ways to benefit from the systems and technology we’re fortunate enough to be in close proximity to. For too long now we’ve been embroiled in the production and consumption of products and tech that are overpriced, reactionary in nature or have been designed to solve problems that were solved long ago. I wonder if this is a contributing factor to the dissatisfaction and disconnection many Muslims feel in the West, symptoms reflecting the cognitive dissonance we feel as a result of knowing we should be more thoughtful, but participating with little to no thought at all.


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  • When I listen to the recitations of the late Sheikh Noreen Mohammed Siddiq, may Allah have mercy on him, I am met with waves of unrelenting nostalgia and melancholic yearning for a place and time that, for the most part, I am a stranger to. Slivers of time spent in a home away from home have left me with everlasting memories that shadow the moments that made them. The sound of my grandmother reciting Quran after praying Fajr. The chant of hundreds of children reciting their daily lesson from a wooden tablet clutched in their laps.

    When I have the privilege of being present when the elders make dhikr together, I am transported to the same place. A young xirrow quietly memorising a poem in the corner of the masjid. A distant rattle of a koor placed on a camel’s neck, her cry reminiscent of the jibaad olol Careys Isse choruses in his poem Maxaaa Ani Igu Jira. This is no coincidence.

    It is no coincidence that this style of recitation—most common in Sudan, Somalia, and the wider Horn of Africa—draws comparisons to West African styles such as that of the Soninke peoples, although they differ significantly. The danger of grouping Sub-Saharan African practices is not lost on me, but the underlying commonality that stretches from the Horn through the Sahel all the way to the Gambia is a distinctively African tone.

    To better understand these tones, it is helpful to first look at the way the Quran is taught and memorised across Africa. There are a plethora of regional names for the same institute: in Sudan, a khalwa; in Somalia, a dugsi; in Senegal and the Gambia, a daara. Across the Muslim world, the most common name is madrasa. Although globally the setting varies, the scene in Africa is soothing in its consistency. A building close to or attached to a mosque, often in rural areas and constructed from humble clay or mud bricks, or possibly even a thatched hut; pots of black ink; wooden tablets with excerpts of the Quran carefully written across them; and the steady, bright hum of children’s voices reciting the Quran.

    The process by which students memorise the Qur’an follows an order as old as the tradition itself. A child begins by learning the Arabic alphabet, then moves to copying and reciting short verses under the close supervision of their teacher. Each line written onto the wooden table is recited repeatedly until it becomes second nature. Lessons progress in difficulty until the student can open any page and read fluently. Only then is the student deemed ready to begin the extensive process of memorising the Qur’an.

    Under the instruction of the ustādh, the student writes a new portion of the Qur’an on their lawḥ each day, recites it until memorised, and recites it blindly to their ustādh or a senior student, who corrects mistakes, washes the tablet clean, and repeats the process the next day. This cycle of inscription, recitation, and memorisation forms the rhythm of Qur’anic education across much of Africa. Through this orally transmitted programme, regional tones and acoustic cultural patterns infuse themselves into the recitation of the Qur’an.

    Khalwa pupils in Mauritania holding wooden tablets.

    Throughout their studies, the student learns the words of the Qur’an, the science, and the sound of it: the delicate balance of articulation and melody that defines Qur’anic recitation. The rules that govern these sounds, known collectively as tajwīd, and the recognised forms of recitation, or qirāʾāt, which vary across regions. It is important to note that these fields of Qur’anic science, and the texts they are based on, do not specify or govern any rules regarding tone and pitch.

    Tajwīd is the foundation of Qur’anic recitation: a technical discipline concerned with articulation, timing, and the preservation of meaning. Its rules govern how consonants emerge from the mouth (makhārij), the qualities they carry (ṣifāt), the correct handling of elongation (madd), and the discipline of pausing and resuming (waqf wa ibtidā’). Classical manuals such as Ibn al-Jazarī’s al-Muqaddimah al-Jazariyyah1 emphasise a single goal: to read the Qur’an exactly as it was transmitted, letter for letter, without distortion.

    Ibn al-Jazarī’s famous maxim is blunt:

    “وَلَيْسَ بَيْنَهُ وَبَيْنَ تَرْكِهِ إِلَّا رِيَاضَةُ امْرِئٍ بِفَكِّهِ”

    “There is nothing between correct tajwīd and its neglect except a person’s willingness to train his mouth.”

    Once tajwīd is established, reciters choose a riwāyah from a particular qirāʾāt. These are recognised methods of recitation; a riwāyah is a specifically narrated transmission of a qirāʾāt. Seven qirāʾāt are widely agreed upon by scholars, with ten recognised more broadly. They govern pronunciation, permissible vowelisations, and small variations. None of these descriptions substitute for hearing them; the video below includes a verse-by-verse reading of the ten qirāʾāt, with differences highlighted.

    The riwāyah dominant amongst reciters in Sudan and the Horn of Africa—especially those who recite in this ‘style’—is Al-Duri from the qirāʾāt of Abu Amr al-Basri. Although it was once the most popular in the Mashriq, Ottoman influence saw to the spread of the Hafs riwāyah, now the most commonly used2.

    Maqām are melodic modes used by many reciters to colour and beautify recitations of the Qur’an. A completely aesthetic set of devices, they are permitted by many scholars so long as tajwīd is observed, but it’s important to note: they are not a religious obligation, and reciters typically fall into melodic patterns naturally, not through a learned scale or through ‘singing’ the Qur’an. A reciter will often shift maqām depending on the subject matter of the verses they recite, shifting tone to reflect or convey emotions felt through the recitation. The video below covers some of the most well-known maqām and the emotional context in which they’re often deployed.


    The reciters whose ‘style’ forms the crux of this essay lean towards pentatonic melodic gestures, intervals and formulae that resemble regional singing and poetic traditions. This produces the soulful quality that we all identify. Listen below to a recitation of Surah Al-Duha by a Somali qari in a traditional tone, then compare the breathwork, pitch, and cadences to the excerpt of a poem recited by the late Abdullahi Suldaan Timacade.

    An excerpt of a poem by Abdullahi Suldaan Timacade.
    Surah Al-Duha recited by an unknown Somali qari.

    The first clip below is an excerpt of a dobeit poem by the late Mahmood Wad Al-Khawyia. The second is of Sheikh Al-Zain Muhammad Ahmad—one of Sudan’s most beloved reciters and a personal favourite of mine—who articulates the presence of local sonic culture in Qur’anic recitation:

    “This is the tone of the environment I grew up in—the desert. It sounds like dobeit. The reciters in the Levant recite according to the melodies they know, as do the ones in Egypt, the Hijaz, North Africa, and elsewhere.”3

    His words say what pages of explanation cannot. Don’t take my word for it—listen for yourself.

    Poetry by the late Mahmood Wad Al-Khawiya.

    Surah Yunus 88-92, recited by Sheikh Al-Zain Muhammad Ahmad.

    The excerpts below—a Soninke recitation and a Somali subac—come from opposite ends of the continent, yet their sonic resemblance is unmistakable. Both traditions centre on communal recitation circles in which students read verse by verse, with the group often joining together at the end of each āyah. Despite the geographical distance, they share the same tonal palette: a modest pentatonic scale, a steady mid-range register, and ornamentation that is present but deliberately restrained. Pitch is coloured through gentle slides, subtle inflections, and brief held tones rather than wide leaps or dense melisma.

    What emerges is a shared cadence—calm, grounded, and text-forward—shaped not by imitation but by parallel educational cultures. The dugsi in the Horn and the daara in Senegal, Mali, and the Gambia foster nearly identical practices: outdoor group recitation, oral imitation of the teacher’s tone, and a rhythmic call-and-response structure that naturally imprints itself on the student’s voice. These environments create an acoustic memory that follows the reciter long after they leave childhood.

    I hope the clips below convey the beauty and subtlety of this shared sonic world far better than any description could.

    Soninke recitation, Surah An-Nur:26-27.

    Somali children in subac, Surah An-Nisa:23.

    By the late twentieth century, many regional recitation styles—particularly in Somalia—were beginning to buckle under a growing homogenising force: the rise of a globalised Qur’ānic sound centred on Saudi and Hijazi norms. This transformation was neither accidental nor merely a matter of taste. Ethnomusicologist Michael Frishkopf argues the mass distribution of Qur’ān tapes created a “transnational Islamic soundscape” that increasingly standardised what counted as “proper” recitation4. Once cassette tapes and, later, CDs became ubiquitous, the voices that travelled furthest were those of ʿAbd al-Bāsiṭ, al-Minshāwī, and eventually the Saudi imams of the Ḥaramayn.

    The widespread circulation of these recordings, combined with the ascent of Salafi movements, accelerated the erosion of older regional tones. In the name of purifying religious practice, critics dismissed African and other non-Arab tonalities as unnecessary ornamentation or uncomfortably close to singing. Yet, as Frishkopf notes, these critiques conveniently ignore that all Qur’ānic recitation is shaped by local sonic culture—including in the Gulf itself.

    In his essay The Conception of Islam in Somalia, Dr Abdurahman Abdullahi describes how the rise of Salafism placed Somali graduates of Saudi Islamic universities in the 1970s on a “collision course” with the country’s deeply rooted Sufi traditions5. Returning with an imported hostility towards local practices, they helped reframe long-established forms of devotion—including recitation styles—as deviant or impermissible. The decline of traditional modes of recitation was thus collateral damage in a much broader engineered shift: a deliberate ideological realignment that elevated one regional sound as universal and relegated others to the margins.

    Despite all this, homogenisation never completely erased regional sounds – they were maintained in memory, in rural areas, and in recordings. With the introduction of social media and the decentralisation of media, the same technological forces that once aided erasure, began to revive it. Short-form video created a space where obscure local reciters could reach audiences at home and in the diaspora overnight. All of the clips above I found on TikTok.

    Social media is unfolding the shadow of the standardisation that its predecessors established. As the pool of sonic aesthetics continues to grow and diversify, so do recitations across the world. A young person learning the Qur’an today can listen to Al-Minshawi to perfect their articulation and listen to Sheikh Noreen to add ornamentation. Elements of both reciters can be woven into the growth and discovery of their own personal voice.

    It is important to clarify that this essay is not meant to diminish the value or beauty of other styles of recitation—Al-Minshawi, Maher Al-Mu’aiqly, and other reciters remain among my personal favourites, and their voices continue to inspire Muslims around the world.

    Rather, this post is an attempt to articulate the resonance I felt when I first listened to traditional Somali and Sudanese recitations, a soundscape that has long stirred a particular nostalgia and longing within me. In this sense, it is a tribute to the late Sheikh Noreen Mohammed Siddiq, may Allah have mercy on him, whose voice embodied this heritage.


    I pray for the people of Sudan during the current conflict and hope for their safety and peace.

    اللهم كن لاخواننا المستضعفين في بلاد السودان. اللهم كن لهم عونا ونصيرا وظهيرا
    اللهم ارحم موتاهم واشف مرضاهم
    اللهم عليك بالظالمين فانهم لا يعجزونك


    1. https://tajweedindepth.com/Muqaddimat-al-Jazariyyah-english-Detailed.pdf ↩︎
    2. http://www.ibnamin.com/recitations_current_places.htm ↩︎
    3. https://www.bbc.com/news/world-africa-55935509 ↩︎
    4. https://sites.ualberta.ca/~michaelf/Mediated_Quranic_Recitation_(Frishkopf).pdf ↩︎
    5. https://digitalcommons.macalester.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1240&context=bildhaan ↩︎

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  • In the aftermath of this week’s AWS outage, I came across a series of related tweets that immediately caught my attention. I grabbed some tea, rubbed my hands together, put my glasses on, and began scrolling—a smile already spreading across my face. Making fun of accelerationist techno-fascists is one of my favourite pastimes.

    The first tweet that pulled me in came from Matteo Franceschetti—self-described “sleep nerd” and “biohacker”. Franceschetti is the CEO of Eight Sleep, a “sleep fitness” company that develops smart mattresses. These beds can change temperature, adjust to reduce snoring and back pain, and track heart rates and sleep cycles. Most importantly, they share the data they collect with Eight Sleep to “improve user experience”.

    Franceschetti was apologising. Why, you might ask?

    Because the mattresses have an AWS cloud dependency — meaning that during the outage, they simply stopped working. Users were unable to raise or lower temperatures, unable to adjust their sleeping positions, their smart beds unresponsive. Some complained of being jolted awake in sweat as their mattress was locked at its highest temperature setting. How dystopian.

    For the uninitiated, Amazon Web Services (AWS) is the invisible backbone of the modern internet. It’s Amazon’s cloud computing arm — a vast network of remote servers that rent out computing power, storage, and data infrastructure to other companies. Over the last fifteen years, as the world shifted to cloud computing, most businesses abandoned their own data centres. Why bother with the hardware, staff, and security when you can simply rent from a trillion-dollar company promising lower costs and higher efficiency?

    A photo from inside an unspecified AWS data center

    Many household names — Netflix, Spotify, even government departments — rely on AWS to host their websites, apps, and databases. The problem is that the “cloud”, though vast, is effectively a monopoly shared by Amazon, Microsoft, and Google. Three companies control most of the world’s cloud infrastructure, meaning the internet as we know it largely lives on private servers owned by billion-dollar corporations. That concentration makes the system fragile—as last year’s CrowdStrike outage proved all too well.

    In its aftermath, Google, the smallest of the three, accused Microsoft of stifling competition. “Microsoft’s complex web of licensing restrictions prevents customers, particularly its existing on-premises enterprise clients, from choosing any other cloud provider at the time of migration into the cloud and ultimately locks those customers into its Azure ecosystem,” Google said in its complaint.

    Which brings us back to Eight Sleep and the not-so-helpless victims of San Francisco — the ones who paid thousands for a mattress that needs an internet connection to function.

    Dubbed “Silicon Valley’s favourite mattress”, Eight Sleep has raised concerns about data collection before. Back in February, security researcher Dylan Ayrey discovered that each mattress contained an SSH backdoor, allowing engineers to remotely connect to any bed at any time. “Any other device connected to that home network — smart fridges, smart stoves, smart washing machines, laptops — is typically routable via your bed,” Ayrey explained. “The (in)security of those devices is now entrusted to random Eight Sleep engineers.”

    Dark — but this has always been the case. Like most of what Silicon Valley offers, the end user’s data is the real product. Eight Sleep’s primary customers aren’t insomniacs; they’re venture capitalists who believe they can A/B test their way to enlightenment.

    These people aren’t interested in helping you improve your sleep. What they really want is a monopoly on your data and personal information. They already track our steps, calories, and daily routes via GPS — and now, how often you wake up to piss at night and who shares your bed with you.

    It’s funny watching the same people who evangelise and design these systems melt down online, sleepless through the night because their smart beds stopped working. There’s a kind of poetic justice in seeing accelerationists choke on their own bloat. But the joke, ultimately, is on us.

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    Hebel” is a placeholder in Somali, closest to “so-and-so” in English. When a poem begins with Hebel baa yidhi… the reciter signals that he is quoting someone else. When it opens with Hebelow! the poet is addressing the listener directly, an urgent “hey you, listen!” that sets the tone.

    The poem I’m sharing here was written by Maxamed Diriye, a companion of Sayid Maxamed Cabdulle Xasan. He composed it for his son, urging him to make effort in this life and to prepare for the next. The version I’ve included here is recited by Sheikh Maxamud Maxamed Xaliike.

    This poem is a father’s reminder that strength fades, companions depart, and time moves on — what lasts are the deeds we carry into the next world.


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    (This is a poetic translation, not a word-for-word rendering.)

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  • Without the work of Somali archivists and historians on platforms like X, vital elements of our history and culture would face the very real danger of vanishing, quietly erased from collective memory.

    Not long ago, while going through some of my father’s papers, I came across a remarkable collection: documents from the Western Somali Liberation Front (WSLF), a nationalist movement that fought to liberate the Somali-inhabited Ogaden region from Ethiopian rule and unite it with Somalia.

    WSLF fighters rallying in the liberated town of Qalaafe, 1977.

    Among them were letters of support issued by the WSLF, recognising the plight of refugees from the Ogaden region and urging readers to support my father as he prepared to study at Al-Azhar University in Cairo. The letters weren’t just rhetorical gestures; they were practical instruments. Because Al-Azhar would not recognise his Ethiopian high school diploma, Ethiopia being a non-Arab state. My father, despite his extensive informal studies in Arabic and Islamic jurisprudence, could not obtain a visa through conventional channels.

    The WSLF intervened, reclassifying his academic credentials under Somali authority. This meant he could be accepted into the university without repeating years of schooling. It was an act of solidarity that spared him from being trapped in a bureaucratic loop that would’ve spanned years.

    A support letter from the Western Somali Liberation Front, 1988.

    When I found those documents, I knew immediately who I wanted to share them with. Not just fellow young Somalis online, but a particular individual. Abdimalik Ali Warsame, a researcher and archivist focused on military history, foreign intervention, and Islamic political movements in the Horn of Africa, and the founder of somalihistoryarchive.com. He’s active on X at @walaalwhoops and is the author of a piercing analysis on Geeska, detailing the longstanding relationship between Ethiopia and the Zionist entity in their efforts to undermine Somali nationalism and obstruct the emergence of a unified, Muslim regional power.

    Coming across those WSLF documents was exciting, but storing them on my computer wasn’t enough. They deserved better. They deserved to be shared, studied, remembered. It’s no coincidence that I knew exactly who I wanted to entrust them to, Abdimalik’s work had long resonated with me. I’ve followed his X posts for some time, especially those related to the WSLF and the Ogaden region, a region I call home.

    Archivists like Abdimalik are not merely content creators or hobbyist historians. They are custodians of memory. What they’re doing is far more than sharing old clippings — they are constructing a parallel archive. A people’s archive. One that exists outside the reach of governments, beyond the silence of broken institutions and the locked rooms of colonial museums.

    Rich nations like the United States, Canada, and the United Kingdom invest hundreds of millions, sometimes billions, of dollars in preserving everything they deem historically relevant. From Indigenous artefacts to 1970s kitchen appliances, bus tickets, land deeds, family photos, and even cereal boxes .They digitise it all. They build the infrastructure to ensure their cultural memory lives on. These are nations with the capacity to store their history in cold vaults and digital clouds, curated by archivists and funded by state grants.

    A Somali man making a clay pot in Gelib, 1933, held at the Powell-Cotton Musuem. An example of one of many records held abroad in the museums of former colonial powers.

    Somalia, like many nations that have faced war, collapse, and displacement, does not enjoy such luxuries. We do not have a billion-dollar national archive. Decades of war, neglect, and institutional erosion have left vast swathes of our history vulnerable to “falling into oblivion”.

    But in that vacuum, decentralised efforts are doing what formal institutions cannot. Somali archivists, historians, translators, and poets are doing the slow, careful work of rebuilding our historical record — connecting timelines, contextualising events, uploading testimonies, linking newspaper clippings to oral histories. They are building a Somali narrative, for Somalis, on our own terms.

    It is easy to find, it outlives politics, and most importantly, it is ours.


    “In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful:

    To whom it may concern Mogadishu The Foreign Relations Department of the Western Somali Liberation Front certifies that [] and his mother: [], born in Malayko, Western Somalia in 1967 AD, is one of the sons of Western Somalia who were displaced and emigrated from their homeland as a result of the persecution practiced by the Abyssinian colonialism against this Muslim people whose land was occupied

    Therefore: We ask all concerned to extend a helping hand to him in his required tasks. We thank you very much and express our deepest appreciation to you

    Head of the Department of Foreign Relations Acting”

    A similar support letter, written in Arabic, 1987.


    To all Somali archivists, researchers, collectors, poets, translators, and memory-keepers — I offer my deepest respect. Your work is nothing short of essential. You are preserving our dignity, our identity, and our truth.

    But I also offer a word of caution: social media is fragile ground. Posts can be shadowbanned, accounts deleted, threads misreported or buried. Algorithms change. Censorship arrives subtly, then suddenly. We have already seen how rapidly platforms like X can shift in tone and policy.

    That is why I urge Somali archivists — and all who care about historical memory — to safeguard their work. Do not leave it all in the hands of tech corporations. Mirror your posts. Host your threads, essays, and archives on your own websites. Back up your material to hard drives and independent servers. Share files with trusted peers. Use the platforms, but do not be owned by them.

    Great efforts were made by those before us to uphold our culture and history in the face of upheaval, fragmentation, and displacement. It is now our responsibility to preserve, strengthen, and carry it forward, particularly in the digital realm.

    We must ensure our future generations inherit a record of who we were — not what others said we were.


    A list of my personal favorite archives/archivists:

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  • (06/06/2025 – please excuse old referenced articles, I began writing this the day of the attack and life got in the way)

    In 2010, we first saw a glimpse of what cyberwarfare could look like. The US (in collaboration with Israel) engineered Stuxnet, a malicious computer worm that caused damage to SCADA systems. Stuxnet was then deployed in Iran’s Natanz nuclear facility, sabotaging and disrupting the nation’s nuclear programme. At the time, it was both groundbreaking and worrying. Fast forward 14 years, and it’s clear how rapidly and meticulously world powers have sharpened their tools—maximising reach and obscuring responsibility.

    On the 17th of September 2024, thousands of pagers and walkie-talkies across Lebanon simultaneously exploded. It was clear that Hezbollah was the target, but civilian casualties—and the detonation of devices used by medical staff beg the questions: how did they get there, and what does this mean for everyone else?

    (backup for video from above tweet)

    In cybersecurity, a supply chain attack is a nightmare. Firewalls, endpoint detection, and 24/7 SOC teams mean nothing when the devices we’re trying to secure come out of the box already compromised—with no way of knowing until it’s too late. The Israeli made AR-924 pagers were reportedly tampered with during manufacturing or distribution, allowing embedded explosives to be remotely detonated once in the field (The Guardian, 2024)

    This was a demonstration. The message was loud and clear: no tool is safe, no space is neutral. The battlefield doesn’t begin where you use technology, it already began long ago, where the technology was assembled. Weaponised logistics. If pagers can explode, what about insulin pumps? The phone in your pocket? The headphones you’re wearing right now?

    Assuming some of these pagers were used by Hezbollah, how many others were caught in the blast radius? If these are the same models used in hospitals, neonatal wards, and field clinics—as several regional reports suggest—what are the chances they also reached civilian hands? Not zero. In fact, dangerously likely (Human Rights Watch,2024).

    Under the Geneva Conventions (which mean nothing to Israel and it’s military forces), attacks must distinguish between combatants and civilians. Medical infrastructure is explicitly protected. Article 18 of the Fourth Geneva Convention mandates that civilian hospitals “may in no circumstances be the object of attack” (ICRC, Rule 28)

    Supply chain attacks offer no such distinction. There is no firewall between Hezbollah’s preferred comms devices and the doctor working in an ICU. Legality aside, Israel has flaunted international law since it’s inception and comes as no surprise.A far darker question opens up: what happens when all civilian tools become dual-use?

    THE FUTURE OF WAR IS ALREADY HERE

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    The future of war is a list of MAC addresses. The Russia–Ukraine conflict has already shown us what this looks like—swarms of cheap drones, automated or remote targeting, Starlink jamming, and cyber incursions into civilian infrastructure. In this new theatre, everything from a supermarket’s Wi-Fi router to a child’s toy drone becomes a node in the war machine.

    Which brings me to DJI.

    Frank Wang, founder and CEO of DJI, built the company with a vision to democratise drone technology. What he might not have imagined is that today, his drones are routinely repurposed by both Russian and Ukrainian forces to drop grenades on trenches, stream attacks live in 4K, and track the dying in real-time. Simple 3D-printed attachments and DIY mods now allow cheap commercial drones to drop grenades, deliver explosives, or spy on enemy positions in real-time. As Wired reported, entire marketplaces have sprung up around these modifications, turning consumer gadgets into battlefield tools (Wired, 2024).

    I can’t help but wonder: has Wang ever watched one of those videos? Those silent clips from drone-mounted cameras showing a soldier crawling for cover, unaware he’s being watched from above, unaware a grenade is seconds from landing?Or worse, the ones where the soldier is fully aware. Pleading for mercy, unable to move due to his injuries.

    I write this not to marvel at Israel’s blatant disregard for civilian lives, but to mourn what it means. Future wars may not demand boots on the ground. They might only need access to a manufacturer’s firmware library, a handful of microchips, and the remote code to make them burn.

    We won’t know until it’s far too late, a sudden heat in our pockets as our phone detonates or the steering wheels of our vehicles locking up as control is seized from us. Regardless, it will be too late. They’re making trophies and laughing in our faces as they rob us of our agency.

    https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/feb/06/netanyahu-trump-golden-pager-lebanon-hezbollah-attack

    https://www.foxnews.com/politics/netanyahu-gifts-fetterman-silver-plated-beeper-after-he-praised-israels-lebanon-pager-operation

    Free Palestine

    لعنة الله على دولة إسرائيل المجرمة

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    Photos from Jannogaaban circa 2006. Jannogaaban translates to short/small heaven.

    “يا أهل الإسلام، الصمود يعني القرار، وجبن القلب يعني الفشل، وتأكدوا أن الصابرين هم الذين سينتصرون، وضعف القلب والجبن هما سببان للخيبة، وسيرى الله من يصبر هو المنتصر. على عدوه، فإن الله معه، ومن يثبت على حد السيف فهو منتصر للمستقبل، ولن يتعب بعد ذلك. وإذا سار مع الله يكون مسكنه أكثر “مُكرَّمٌ ومُعترف بجهوده، إن الله يحب الصابرين”

    الإمام الغازي لقواته قبل معركة شمبرا كوري

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